saffy - thanks for the hugs. i dont know why this infertility thing has to be so hard, i hope your light bleeding has stopped. this stuff always seems to happen at the most inconvenient times (not that there is a convenient time for infertility dramas...). havent tried flare before, im interested in hearing what that one's about, might have to stalk you in other thread for details. glad to hear your appt went well.

joeve - thanks, i think i will get there in the end, my confidence is just wavering at the moment. hope you are well.

tilygirl - your are right about having a little control, it feels good to do something for myself thats not ivf. did you end up testing again today? 10dpo is still a bit early...?

hi to everyone else.

afm - made a dr's appt for thursday too, overdue for pap smear (yay..), and i thought i might ask for a blood test for nutrient deficiencies/thyroid function, anyone requested this? guess im clutching at straws, i guess i need to feel like im doing something at the moment.