Thanks girls for your kind words it touches my heart that you all have time to think of me in this bad moment I am having,
feels so good to know someone apart from my DH really does care how I feel.

My DH went out at lunchtime today to get himself some menevit even though I told him not to bother as we just have to accept we not going to get pregnant again ! ( not so he says I will prove you wrong I know I will ) is the text message he sent me telling me he already got them and had taken one with his lunch.

Got to have a bit of hope for him if nothing else he is my rock at the end of the day and so are you ladies so thankyou once again for your thoughts