Oh man... how crap do I feel? I just got up the guts to call my brother and SIL and she started bleeding this morning. Her blood test is tomorrow morning, so who knows, maybe she is still in with a chance but she doesn't think so. She was totally convinced she was pg until this morning but says the bleeding is heavy now, like AF. I had the worst dream last night about it all and spent the morning on and off in tears and now I just feel super crap...and selfish. How can I not be sad for them? The worst thing about this TTC and MC crap is that everything gets tarnished by it - you can't share people's joy without feeling sad for your own loss, you can't reveal in your pg without feeling like something awful is going to happen to take the dream away, it just does my head in, such a big bag of confusing emotions. Honestly, on days like today, I just can't take it anymore. Sorry for the me post.
MatthewsMum, how are you feeling today or are you trying to just not think about it?
Porsche, is your appointment this Tuesday?
Crafty, how are you going? Hugs to you
MurrayCod, if you are lurking, have the cramps eased off at all? Hang in there - got everything crossed for you for Tuesday.
KitF, don't know if you lurk here, but if you do, crossing my fingers for your scan in two weeks time
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