oh Saffy, I'm so so sorry lovely it's just devastating for you and your DH. I know you feel let down and you have every right to but you yourself haven't let anyone down - the people who love you want this so much for you because they know how much it means to you. You haven't done anything wrong darling, it's just horribly unfair. On the positive side at least you are getting one step closer and maybe with some help next time you'll be on your way

PS Have you had all those blood tests for NK cells, ANA etc? When I did those they found I had slightly raised levels and that's why I have to use Clexane from +ve bt onwards. If I'd been successful this last time they would have also given me extra progesterone support too so maybe they are a few things you can talk to your FS about when you see him.

Sending you lots of love and hugs xx