Saffy: so very sad for you that things don't seem to be working out. I can only second everything that others have said about it not being your fault and not letting anyone down. I am also hopeful, like others, that something can come out of this that helps you get a sticky BFP next time (perhaps some testing for multiple mc or treatment support like Clexane that hasn't yet been tried). But in the mean time just sending you hugs. I am sorry your path has been so hard. It is all so very unfair. We're here for you when you feel like talking...