Loops 12: I'm glad you got your HCG of 3 - its a small conciliation not having to have a D&C as you still lost a precious lil embie, but you've gotta look at any positive, no matter how small in this game!

I got AF, Day 30, half way through my TWW, which i didnt really find as a surprise, I don't really even feel upset, just the normal constant disappointment and anger now - rather than emotional and upset.
I dont like what this life of IVF is turing me into - I think I'm going a bit numb to all of it - not fully feeling the highs and the lows? Maybe its a coping mechanism - I dont know???

Has anyone discussed with their partner a limit to all of this, all of the attempts and surgerys and drugs and heart break? I think about it more and more often with each failed cycle, or new diagnoses...

What a depressing lil post, sorry guys

Kmm & Brunette: I hope your lil embies are doing well and are tunnelling in!!!

Trubabe: I hope your mum is doing well!