Loops- you poor little thing- it all sucks and it's not fair! I would be ****ed right back at your sister! You are extremely evolved and mature being nothing but happy for her. Not me! I am jealous and bitter of anyone who falls pregnant at the moment! Fortunately my sisters are a fair bit older than me and their baby-making days are behind them. I do have an old friend who started IVF in October last year after 12 months of trying and fell on the first attempt. That ****ed me off too because I feel like she has no idea what it feels like when it doesn't work! Nice, aren't I? But you are right, you do have a safe place here to express whatever it is you are feeling.
N2L- great idea! Coming back in, I feel like I need to work out who is doing what. Unfortunately though, my next step is surgery to clean up the endo before another stim cycle. I'm waiting on the referral from my FS to the endoscopic surgeon because she doesn't want to touch it! That fills you with confidence, doesn't it?! Apparently he is the best in Australia which is great but worries me in terms of how long it will take to get in with him. Hopefully I will know more by the end of this week.
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