Thanks Keta, I know it's not over yet, and I'm still hoping that I get there, but these long cycles are just SO hard. And have never worked in the past so I guess right now I'm just thinking "what is the point?" I'm scared now I'll overstimulate and cancel as they've upped the drugs, and that's what happened last time I had a similar cycle. Boo, negative thoughts don;t help, I need to start the day with a fresh attitude!

Thanks for the invite but I have plans for Sat already. Hope you have guys have fun though! You can make each other laugh with stories of waxy pessaries