I'd like to send some to SpringLola to. Saying your heart is feeling crushed.. it touched me. It's exactly how I'd describe how I've felt about it too. The councillor asked DH and I how we cope with stress.. and we told her about my hair. You should have seen her face! I think she must have heard everything before, but telling her I shaved off my hair in reaction to the stress of all this must have actually shocked her. lol Do what you have to do to make yourself feel better.

Hi everyone else.. sorry I havn't replied much lately. I'm all over the place. To answer some questions:
I'm in Stawell.
I don't know what the cycle is called, but it'll last roughly 16 days till EPU, I think, assuming all goes to plan.

Annoying as it is, AF hasn't arrived. I'm on CD38, which is quite late.. but I had a nasty 2-week Fibromyalsia flare-up probably around O time, so it seems to have delayed things quite a bit. What a pain (in more ways than one)! Plus we have a little extra stress in our lives, because I decided I just had to get a dog.. thankfully she's on a 2 week trial, and the previous owner can easily accept her back, so I really shouldn't stress about it.. but there it is. I worked my butt off the other day to get a project done, ignored the kitchen, the place was a sty, I hit my head on the car door and went back to bed crying because I can't do anything right.. and I'm just over "me" right now, all my wrong decisions, and this whole situation.. so I've been hiding a bit again.

Sorry for the me post.. Sometimes I don't know how I really feel until I tell someone about it. Thanks for being that someone today.