Thanks for the welcome ladies. I honestly didn't think I needed an outlet for my feelings but letting a little of it out here helped a bit.

Inshelligent - I understand depression really well. I suffered serverly after a major motor bike accident years ago. I felt that life wasn't worth living in so much pain all the time. I had to be treated for about 5 years. You just need to be good to yourself and remind yourself you are worth it and so is life. And yes shopping realy does help. lol

Everyone else have a great long weekend. As with inshelligent I got mine last weekend.

AFM - Am going to spend the weekend doing house work and shopping. Anything to pass the time waiting for Wednesday.