Thanks kaybee and Aimee!
Kaybee how many days after transfer did you poas? i want to do it monday which will be 8DPT but im just so scared to maybe having to face reality again. Goodluck with your BT today i have everything crossed for you and will be on here first thing the sarv to see how you went xxx

Aimee does it take 4 days to be out of your system? i was wondering that. I keep thinking well it would be implanted by now if it was going to happen and if i POAS i would prob get my answer but im too scared, the thought of breaking DH's and my heart again is too much xxx.

AFM-Last night i told my self if this one dosn't work thats it i want to give up and just adopt, this kills me and its not what i want but i just feel like its never going to work and IVF is taking its toll on both of us in every single way. I guess i will see what the new yr brings and make my decision but heres hoping we are alll going to get our BFP's!!!!xxxx