Mildez-glad you can join us looks like a few of us are heading down the ivf road and if you need to talk about your shift i think here is as good a place as any to talk about it we are here for each other and we all have had a loss i know for me i need to bring it up from time to time just mentioning Abbi's name keeps her real to me but in saying that you talk about it where you feel most comfortable.

Sevie-sorry i didnt reply to your post in my last post i must have missed it being a midwife must be hard and i know how you are feeling to have lost a bub and now facing ovarian failure that is my concern my FSH level is at the high end of normal which worries the hell out of me my last FS said as i have loads of follies and i responded really well to a low dose of puregon (for those who don't know we did a PGD ivf cycle for genetic reasons only) and she said my fertility and my DH's is fine and we should have no problem getting pregnant and she said i wont hit the big M for another 15 years but here we are still not pregnant and my Naturopath said your FSH needs to be below 8 to fall pregnant mine was 8 the first month and then 10.5 the next i have read plenty of women who have fallen pregnant with way higher FSH levels but it is still in the back of my head that my level is a sign of DOR even though my ovaries are not showing any signs they are still full of follies i just worry why is my FSH a little high i am taking natural herbs to try and help it and i am terrified of having it retested because what if they tell me it is higher again.
Sorry i am rambling i guess i am trying to reasure myself that i am still fertile.