Thanks Jane for responding.

Well, I spoke with a nurse at the clinic (funny, I was calling her the same time she was calling me..talk about ESP) and I told her about my concerns. She said period pains can occur prior to testing. When I told her about my pimple problem, she went on to say "oh dear, that is not good"..."it's OK..we can try again next month" - " hormonal breakout is not normal as that only happens with periods are on their way".

I love this nurse and she is an absolute gem and has helped me these last few months... I'm really hoping shes wrong but my heart of hearts I know she's right.

So I'm feeling pretty shyte right now. I tried through this 2nd process to be positive and was feeling fab. I felt calmer and happier.

Maybe... just maybe... I could be overeacting and just maybe it could be a wonderful ending afterall.

Sorry guys, wish I was in better spirits for you all.