Hey airline...
That really sucks. Who would have a child if they couldn't be bothered raising them in the most critical time of their development? I feel for you, having to be exposed to this, especially considering your circumstances. If I had an 8 week old child, I would have great difficulty letting him/her out of my sight even for a minute. It just doesn't make sense.
At the moment, I am feeling really stupid. I played soccer yesterday. Half my team emailed to say they couldn't play and we would have had to play with 7 (against 15) or forfeit. I had to go to the game because I am manager and captain, and so, when I got there I couldn't help but play. I'm trying to justify to myself that people wouldn't know they were pregnant at this stage and would go out and play soccer anyway and they still manage to have children, but I just feel so guilty. I didn't get hit in the stomach (got hit in the hip once as I turned away), but I have been cramping a bit ever since and there was a very very small bit of very light brown discharge on the pad I was wearing. It was also pretty cold because the game was at 3pm so I don't think my body temp got too high (although I was sweating). I don't know, can you guys tell me honestly what you think? Am I really stupid? I guess I was feeling really negative that I was sure the IVF didn't work and so I thought it wouldn't matter if I played, but now, if I have jeopardised my chances, I won't be able to live with it. BT tomorrow morning, I guess at least something will be revealed.
Sorry I don't really feel up for personals this morning, but I really am thinking of all of you and wishing you the best. Don't be as stupid as me!