Hi everyone
thanks for words of support, that's what makes this forum soo great. My day is was fine, the twins cute of course and my friend didn't ask about my situation at present which was good cos only 2 close friends know about this particular FET.

Minime - thanks for your response...I just needed to vent. I'd literally woken up feeling rubbish, popped in gross pessary and tapped away on the laptop in bed. I think it enabled me to get up and get on with the day. As far as your soccor I think you'll be fine. My FS is very matter of fact. He says think of all the mums who have kids already that they're lifting, carrying, playing with etc. He says it's also very difficult to overheat your body and get the core temp too high. He said I could exercise no problem at all.

Lairdoz - you're right of course I know they want to better themselves which in turn will one day impact their kids, but honestly, I've never seen a tear shed not one, and when I say there are probably on average 7 a week leaving on our airline at Bne airport alone....that's crazy numbers! But thank you x

Possoms - hello hello, haven't seen you for a long time. Hope this 2ww is as easy as it can be for you m'dear.

Murraycod - thanks for popping in and right backatya with the cyber hug.

me...I'm off again to work. Wish me luck, and I pray there are no wee infants leaving tonight without their mummy and daddy.
ps anyone really really over the pessarys?? I reckon I could make a candle outta all that stuff that just seems to 'not get absorbed'!!