def. feel the same way as you my turn.... i try to forget the whole 2ww thing as much as i can! sometimes not so succesfully but i find if i dont draw mysef into it too much (as i used to put my heart and soul into it earlier) then it seems a litlle easier to cope with the bitter dissapointments. and if i do get a bfp it will make me fall off my chair i guess!! lol
this time it has been hard because ive had more hope than i have dared in a very long time due to fs finding my factor v leiden prob and keeping my blood thin to help that and getting 2 embies in i thought it would work for sure! i thought it was my time and i was having the best preggy and baby dreams leading up to this cycle which i had not had in a very very long time i thought it "meant" something lol. i had ultra sound deams and all nice dreams tho