Thanks for the wishes JBM. We need everything we can get and appreciate it even more!

MC – don’t you worry about not being so cheery. I too was getting quite depressed last night and again this morning. Then I remembered that depression is another side effect of the Crinone. That and the ‘not knowing’ which completely does your head in! You hang in there with me girl. We can do this.

My DH has been surprisingly VERY supportive and even offered to cook dinner last night. He is the burrito king in our house. It’s the only thing he knows how to make! I'm never sure if I should tell him how I'm feeling or what's going through my mind as I know it gets him down. But then, a problem shared is a problem halved (that's why we're all here, right?). So we just both talk it through (not too much) and I'm pleased to say, we've grown even closer over this past week.

I’m feeling better today. Not so much AF type cramping which is good. But then, of course, I start to worry. Why aren’t I cramping so much? What does this mean? If cramping is good, then no cramping must be bad. Arghhhhhh!!!!! Ridiculous, aren’t I? And of course, I’ve just stood up to give my boss something and I felt some cramping so now I feel better. *sigh*

I hope you are having a better day today. Do you find that being at work helps to keep your mind off it? It’s so easy to fall back into obsessing about every little thing. All I can tell you is that I stick my nose in a book if I realise that my “curiosity” turns into an “all consuming fixation”. So maybe that idea can help you too.

Let me know how you’re doing today.

MF xx