Hi MC.

How goes it with you and your embies? How is the cramping / groin pull? Hope you’re doing well and that the pain isn’t too awful.

I had bad day yesterday. Not sure if it’s the drugs making me feel down but I was all but convinced that this cycle hasn’t worked. I must fess up. I spent a lot of time (a couple of hours) looking at loads of stories on the net about women who were at the same stage as us and loads of them didn’t manage pregnancies. And then loads of them did. I just didn’t know what to think. And I still have a week before BT! My DH has banned me from POAS before the BT. Not that I would. If it’s –ve, it’ll kill me and if it’s +ve and the BT –ve, well, I don’t even want to contemplate that. You would think I’d have taken my own advice, huh? I don’t know what got into me. Am trying desperately to get some +ve thoughts back into my head. All that and my damn thrush is getting worse. Have started using a cream which I didn’t want to because I’ve had enough drugs, thank you very much. *sigh*

How are you going? I so hope that you are doing better than me. I want you to be really +ve about everything that’s going on with you right now. I want you to be relaxed and focusing on the babe you’ll have soon. I want every good thing for you MC. I also want you to not get all morose like me!! I know I’ll come good.

I think that you’re absolutely right – we will both be absolutely mad and it will all fall on FGS to rescue us! Poor thing – she has no idea! *chuckle*

Let me know how you’re doing.

MF xx