Blizz- thanks for sharing your story. Hard not to get your hopes up isn't it. I had a natural pregnancy late 2006 which resulted in an ectopic where I lost my tube and I tell you I have been praying to conceive ever since then. But then I know I'll be scared when I do conceive again because I remember my loss so vividly. But I've been seeing a counsellor at my clinic and she has taught me (well tried to teach me..) to take one day at a time and not worry about tomorrow til you get through today. And I really do feel much more positive using this philosophy. Hope all the ladies here help you. They have been saviours for me the last few days