Sorry, I am not the one to bring good news into this thread. Really wish I was but I am 99.5% sure I am out for this month. Only 11dpo but I am gettin g those AF feelings. I have been pg enough times to know this is NOT how I would feel if UTD. Got a BFN on a HPT tonight which just confirms what I aready suspected all day today. I know I will get a dozen people tell me they or someone they know didn't get a BFP until after AF due etc etc but I truly do know my body and I KNOW this is not going to be it for me. I am far more devastated than I expected. I think I had convinced myself It would all work out this time.
I am going to cancel my BT on MOn - can't bear to drive all the way in just for someone else to tell me the bad news. However, I will likely jump straight back into another OI/IUI cycle. Not that I really feel like goign through it all yet again, but I am just soooo desperate to be pg and have another baby. My DH would call me obsessed and maybe he is right but nothing else will make me happy.
Sorry to ramble on, I am just so, so down about it all tonight. I can't help still thinking about my twins. I should have been 20w pg by now - just want them back!
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