Oh Meredith.. just popped in to have a browse on how all doing and saw your posting... please hope its not AF.. but i do definitely know that awful sinking feeling. Oh... I don't know what to say, but i am thinking of you and all others in that sad place.. am still right in the middle of it myself; exhausted and feeling ill and not being able to rest properly .. just so sad for all ..

Words fail me .. what an awful reality this road is.. but there are those who get the miracle they are so hoping for, in fact most in the end. Care and comfort to all xxx