Hi everyone, hope people's waits are going quick!!
Ellie, sorry havent posted earlier. Sneaky girl!! Having bloods yest! I want to say congrats first, because your Hcg is still quite high so thats good. And also, to let you know im thinking of you. Its not fair that you have to wait for a f-up blood test. Wouldnt it be nice if things were just black and white? We go through so much and when we see an end in sight, something else happens, or levels arent high enough, blah blah. Lets hope that Mon gives you a good rise in Hcg, i am feeling really positive, i really think this is the month for you, i do! I hope you have a nice relaxing weekend and try not think about it too much (although i know this will be hard). Got everything crossed for Monday You deserve this, just keep thinking good things!!
Mumof5- yay, another person in the 2ww!! Hope everything is going well.
Me- well i had crap CRAP night at work last night. I hate my job right now, so looking forward to leaving. Start at ten, finish at eight this morn. Anyway, to cut story short, one of the guys punched me in tummy this morn, and i just lost it. Started crying and i told my in charge i was going- was almost time to leave anyhow. And you know what the guy said- oh sorry if its a bad time in the month for you or something!! WTF! I was so emotional and even though wasnt right in my lower abdo, it still hurt- sorta near lower rib cage. I cried and cried on my way home in the car, id just had enough. Im not feeling really positive at the mom. I dont feel any different, i havent got sore BB and i havent felt any cramps. I told DH that i thought this month was our biggest opportunity, but it just doesnt feel like it. Im sad I just want things to work for us for a change. I know most of you guys understand, the why me's??? But its not fair is it? Ok guys, i need some more sleep,
Hi to everyone else,
Mel