Thanks heaps for all your love and support everyone! I am feeling much more positive today...mainly because I feel sooooo sick...it's reassuring!!! I'm spending the weekend at home and looking after the neighbours horse, sheep, chickens, dogs, rabbits etc so I will be distracted just trying to remember who to feed what and when!!! I have told the immediate family that we are 'off and racing' again but won't be jumping around until the first scan in a few weeks...just really want to see those levels go up on Monday...if it wasn't for the stupid nurse and the stupid HPT I did yesterday looking lighter than the day before I would be feeling a heap more confident...anyways...dribbling away...

Alisia...what's the deal with the clinic? Why the wait to Monday...I don't get it? Sometimes I think they have absolutely no idea what we are going through and how two days is an eternity!!!

Anyways...I'm believing in good news for us both on Monday...I think it's long overdue!!! This bub will be born 9 years since we started TTC and almost on our 10th Wedding anniversary...this has to be the one...it just has to!!!