Thanks everyone for your kind words!! None of my colleagues or friends know about our fertility treatments which works for me but it's so nice to come here and find people who just know how it feels...

Just talked to hubby and he's taking me out to a nice dinner tonight, just him and me and (hopefully) rapidly diminishing hormone levels which is a good thing!

Carla, great news that you might be able to start sooner again but you sound more relaxed now so either way you'll be doing great!

I think I'm just tired after a big year with 5 cycles and actually quite glad we won't be able to get going again until Feb. I'm no spring chicken (37) but those couple of months won't make the difference and I feel I now want to give full attention to what I do have - the best husband of all (I'm biased ), my friends, my health and a nice relaxed Christmas ahead.

hugs to you all

little fish