hey carla hun ....

wow what a top view you have of things hun ,.... i love the ticking of the clock hun lolol that is what is happening in my head right now lolol ..... being all over the shop is understandable so is tossing up between both decisions - hope your FS arrives soon so you can speak to him !!!!!

I am feeling veryt ordinary today - have no sign whatsoever of AF but feel generally off and tired as anything ..... hence i went out at lunch and bought a HPT ... my strength to wait until the b/t is dimishing by the hour lolol ... just figuring out how long i can wait now until i use it ... might leave it sitting in the bathroom seeing how long i can go without touching it ... dont want to test too early (i am 10 DPO) and get a BFN .... and then crush my dreams but wanna know if feeling this ordinary is AF or not .... blergh lolol thats the official term for it lolol