Morning Ladies!!!!

Feeling better today...much better actually. Think that part of being down in he dumps yesterday was realizing that I wasn't pg this cycle.

I also went into work yesterday and a lady from our head office had flown over and she's pg with her second.
She asked when we were going to have more and I explained that we are trying but having problems so we are currently seeing a specialist (I just can't lie about the TTC troubles we're having. I tried for a while, when people would ask when we were going to have another, DF and I would just look at each other and say oh, maybe in a year or so. But people can tell you're not being genuine, and I even had one friend say to us when we used this excuse - 'oh, you guys are pregnant now aren't you'. She mistook our hesitation for being pregnant rather than having trouble being pregnant...I figure, I'm not going to try and hide away when I am sad or cranky or frustrated anymore and pretend everything is alright. If I do that I'm only going to hurt myself more because my lows will be even lower when I'm back home again).

Sorry if none of this makes any sense...

So anyway I told the lady from Head Office that we were having trouble, and she told me that she was so surprised when she fell pg both times because it pretty much happened on the day they decided to try again. I wasn't angry at her - I'm over the moon for anybody who finds they are pregnant, but I couldn't help heading to the bathroom later on for a little cry.

So AF arrived early this morning - very painful. DF rubbed my back though and got me a wheatpack and have woken feeling happy and looking forward to Clomid again tomorrow and the beginning of a new cycle.

Farmgirl77 - I seem to get cranky with DF too, and the funny thing is I know why I'm getting cranky and that it's not him at all - but in my hormonal stupor I feel justified!! Luckily he is very understanding and I tell him so too! AF doesn't arrive for you. Good luck with your little embies xx

Waiting1 - I know what you mean! I think key point to me feeling better this morning was the 2 glasses of wine I have last night while cooking/ eating dinner. Helped me fall asleep pretty much as soon as I got into bed. If it helps make you feel better and forget about TTC for one night then it's got to be doing your body more good than bad. All that laughter is the best medicine etc. Anyway, if you are in fact PG which I hope you are, I doubt it will have any negative impact this early on. Like another poster said. Some people don't find out they're PG until 6 - 8 weeks. Imagine how many more glasses of french wine they would have had over that period of time

Well ladies hope you all have a fantastic day and, I guess we're all one day closer to being PG someday

Ems
xxx