Hi All

Farmgirl hopefully the 5 days away will make the waiting a bit easier. It can't be a side effect for me as I have had 2 compeltely natural unmedicated cycles.... maybe its my fat cells mutiplying instead.

Salt everything you say is logical - but i hate this ! I think your signs are much more positive. No way at 3dpo its your AF. These are pregnancy signs hon !

Ems - are you still around love after AF? Keep us up to date on your next try !!!

Bubwishes - sorry, Im doing a natural one and I feel very churny in the tummy but I cant assist you with anything helpful.

RH76 - I'm so sorry to hear that your dad is sick too ! I hope everything is ok ! Our thoughts are sooo with you !!!

Wannababy - best of luck with this cycle !

Bec - Sore bbs are a good sign too. I wish my bbs were sore ! When I had my stim cycle and my only fresh one - I know how my boobs felt quite large and firm - and I am ASSUMING that is how they will be when I am actually preg. But I haven't felt that since ! whcih worries me.

As for whinging me.....

My other 2ww's didn't seem to take this long. Im 9dpo and dont feel pregnant which really upsets me. i know the whole positive thoughts thing is what is required here but I just want to know what those cells are doing in there and if they are implanting why I am not feeling anything that signals the fact to me..... Today I just feel like if this isn't it can I keep doing this agonising wait......surely having a baby shouldnt be this hard ! Anyway back to work. sorry to put my MOOD onto all of you. DH has gone away for a couple of days for work whcih may just in fact save our relationship and this 2ww I am being a right royal pain in the behind. I can feel myself being narky and awful but can't stop it. I feel like if Im negative about this FET it will make a BFN easier - but it really doesn't does it.
Hope you are all doing better then me....

and just to tell you I was going to test (poas) again on weekend - but no point - if its BFN that is what it is and given AF always arrives before BT which is on 31 so around 28 29 it should come if its coming ahhh that is 5 more agonising days.... sorry about this whine.... just cranky....