Hi all,

Well, another BFN. I don't need to tell you how I am feeling. It's not fair. Not again. DH is trying to be supportive but he's not being great. He just thinks it's a numbers game and eventually it will work. but when you need a good cry and you just want to let it out, you need to have the time to grieve and get it out of you so you don't get all rotten inside IYKWIM.

Unfortunately we're going out for dinner tonight. I so don't feel like it. All I want to do is curl up and block out the world. Because it is crap. and so unfair. And how come the most crap parents have children, and I can't even have one??? That's all I want.

I'm sorry for going on, but I am totally devastated. I even had a dream a couple of nights ago that I'd had twins, a boy and a girl. But obviously wishful thinking. I thought it was a sign of a bfp for this cycle. what the hell is wrong with my body that it can't do even the most basic thing.

For everyone still in the TWW, to you all, I'm really hoping for someone in here to get a bfp!