Yes the doctor did say that the tube was causing a toxic environment with liquid flushing out any fertilised eggs. So it's nice thinking everything is healthy now. I do have issues with the other tube. It's not great but Doc reckons it functions well enough to leave in. Bothr ovaries also look ok (not great but ok)...........damage from a ruptured appendix.

I asked about clomid which she said may help and so she was happy to let me take it. Although she thinks IVF is really our best option.

After trying for 4 years now (obviously wasting a lot of time!). I just feel so tired, and frustrated. I guess I have to get my mind back into the zone and realise this could now be the start rather than being 4 years down the line! Some days though it's just too hard to get over.

I'll give myself a break
Thank you for your replies x It's helpful just knowing others are out there