Possums, don't be too hard on yourself about feeling low I was low for so long after my last m/c, you have deal with it all in your own time - don't feel that you have to be chipper if you don't feel that way. No doubt about it it is a hard road to travel post m/c and when it is also not your first one and you add difficulties falling pg to that mix, well it is not a happy situation to be in to say the least!

But you are strong and trust me when I say there is light at the end of the tunnel. I thought I would never get there sometimes but I did and yep the odds are very much in your favour! But yes, I won't lie to you about the fear of future losses either, the fear is not easy to deal with and I still feel worry quite often even this far along. I really have been a total basket case at various times as well

But I will finish by saying that I'm looking forward to seeing you announcing your pregnancy really soon

All the best