Hi Mermaid

I totally understand what you are going through, my story is a long one, so I wont go into all here, but I have been TTC #3 for almost 4yrs, on and off, well, I took one year off, so only 3 yrs. It is an awful time and I know how hard it is emotionally and physically to keep getting your hopes up and then to have them dashed.
I just wanted to let you know that I am here for you anytime you need to talk or even just vent!