I hope this gets to you, I'm not really sure how to do all this yet, but I just wanted to offer you some empathy. DH and I have been TTC for almost two years now. I do already have an almost three year old little girl now but never went through all that I've been through in TTC #2. The hope that you invest in each month is almost unbearable but .. you just have to keep trying I guess. The emotions one experiences through all of this are way too heightened I think but also irrepressable. So, I think you have to just feel the way you feel whether it be happy, sad, angry, confused or ... whatever, and then carry on.

I really wish you lots of luck!!! I'll send many prayers your way.

Shirl.