don't worry BW, it your comment hasn't fustrated me. both gyno and FS said with my hormone levels the way they are at the moment, if i'm lucky enough to ovulate again, chances are i will get pg again naturally, however my progesterone levels are way too low and androgen levels way too high to alow me to sustain it past a certain point. they're working toward FSH injections and IUI as the hormone levels are controlled up until pg is esablished properly, by which time hopefully my body will start to behave itself! we only got to 6 weeks angel #1 and 5 weeks for #2 so i guess things will be pretty closely monitored for a while.

glad the acupuncture works for you (even if it's just in keeping you a little more relaxed/less stressed) - mianly asked as my chiro also does acupunture, and i'd never thought to ask whether it might help - i guess it's just something that never came to mind. i've been seeing him for over 10 years, and he knows of our struggle TTC and hasn't mentioned acupunture at all - i'm guessing he doesn't specialise in acupunture for infertility treatment, more pain management.

Hope you NYE was enjoyable - i crashed about 1am, woke up a 3.15 when DH was coming to bed - asked what he'd been doing - told me he'd put on a music DVD and played a song over and over that reminded him of the angels we lost - said he couldn't come to bed cos it was playing on his mind so much what could have been, and where we're going with everything this year. was very hard not to let him see the tears in my eyes as he was telling me. he's got this image with all his friends as being the big tough guy (stereotypical truck driver!), but he's such a teddy bear, and he wants so much to be a daddy - it was tearing me up big time that i can't give him that straight away! he's brilliant with little kids - my brothers kids absolutely love him, and he dotes on them so much - hopefully 2007 will bring us the luck we need for us to make that dream come true