Hi everybody,

Well i had the dreaded obgyn appointment yesterday,but you know what he was soo nice.
The appointment however was alittle daunting. I had to have blood taken and that was difficult because i didnt have anything to eat or drink,so after 3 jabs she gave up. i dont have veins anyway and if you ask my ex husband he would say there was ice in them...lol. So have to go back friday for more to be taken.
He suspects that i either have pcos or my ovarian cysts are back or both because of my symptoms and abdominal tenderness. So i'm booked in for a D&c , tubal flush,dye studies and cyst removal if need be. I'm so anxious about it. I've had to ovarian surgeries before so i know what to expect and i think thats what worries me more. But there is always the fear of the unknown;that maybe he is going to say that i cannot have children . Even with the help of clomid or metformin. That worries me most.So i'm booked in for the 16th of november at werribee mercy. Then he said pending those results we will start on either clomid or metformin..I'm really angry still that my body decided not to do this all by itself.That i have had to resort to intervention.The things we do...Not feeling positive at all,just really really scared.

Pauline