DE, that was one of the hardest things I faced as well. The realisation that I was not going to have that baby on my own, that my miracle was not going to come along without a stack of assistance.
Took me a little while for it to really sink in, but once you come to terms with it and realise how good your chances of becoming a mum are through IVF, it suddenly seems like the perfect option (well, at least that is what I have come to feel).
If you have any questions (and remember there are no stupid questions) please do ask, there is bound to be someone in here who knows the answer!
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