Hi Destiny Eyes,
I am new to this site too. Can relate to your posting. Have been trying to concieve for over 2 years and was diagnosed as an "unexplained" last October and confirmed in May. We took so long to wait for confirmation for various reasons (my career path changed suddenly and I think I need time to come to terms with the possibilty of never being able to concieve naturally). We have just started clomid and wow what a shocker. I feel that I have finally given up all hope of ever making that choice whether I am or am not going to have kids (although I have wanted them for years). It is the loss of control of my life that is the biggest problem. Like a friend of mine says its the letting go that is the biggest fear for all (most people have trouble letting go).
I think just like Jacinta in this real logical manner but unfortunately it doesn't take the emotion out of situation. I just am on this journey to control it.
I am so glad that I have found a site just like this. It will help me put things into perspective and hopefully cope when and if I experience my next low.
Best of luck with your Journey