Hi Collo, no way you have every right to be upset, i do it every month, i may preach but I dont always practice positive thinking! I've had a couple of ttc meltdowns in the last year.
After a while it's damn hard every single month! The waiting and wondering if it will ever happen. Losing faith in your body is very hard to deal with. I think bw might be right about second opinion.
If you feel frustrated then you have to change the dynamic somehow. You need to feel confident, even a doc that has no bedside manner can still make you feel comfortable if they are thorough in their care for you.
Don't read too much into the reason for spotting, as they say, every woman is different and what is normal for one is not for another. Be kind to yourself and try to stay positive for now.
I got my blood test back today and my hcg level was back at zero so I must have miscarried last week. I was barely pregnant by looks of things. I really did feel pregnant before "af" I didn't even know until it was already over. Funny the way things work out? I'm ok, sad, but at least I know I can get pregnant for the first time in this whole ttc nightmare!
Thanks for asking, sassba