Hi collo,
This is my first message and your messages were the first I went to, I know exactly how you are feeling and I know it's hard to find anyone out there that can even slightly understand how you feel. I started trying to fall pregnant at the age of 23 and I am now 40, I gave up hope 12 months ago and decided to get on with life. I then came across something that changed my life.. "The law of attaction" I know this is starting to sound a little heavy but it's not. I had to BELIEVE i could have a baby. I got out a note book and wrote only positive afermations "I will fall pregnant and have a baby my baby wil be strong and healthy". (There was a little more in it but you get the idea) I wrote that down over 200 times. I really beleived it could happen. No longer did I say, I'm giving the IVF another go. I said, I am going to have a baby. Guess what I'm now pregnant!!!! 17 years of trying1 What a mirical. I know how hard it is to pull yourself out of the hole but take one little step at a time, it gets easier and easier.
Thanks everyone it means so much to me. I thought the dissappointment would be a thing of the past when decided go through IVF but the disappointment with each failure just seems so intense. O be okay you just have to be I guess .

csab - Thanks honey but my body does this every month so I m pretty sure another cycle has bitten the dust. I just dont no how to get a doctor to investigate things further. No professional seems to care. I cant keep putting us both through this if we have no answers to why we cant fall pregnant.