Lol Lulu! Well good news is I am now off my traineeship, so earning decent wages- about twice what I was earning as a trainee! I'm still at the same place, doing the same job, just in a temporary position, but that is only until the end of this month. There is an opportunity for me to stay on doing what I am doing as there is a permanent full time position about to be advertised for it. So fingers crossed I am successful! Only people who already work in the organisation are able to apply for it, so hopefully I will be the only one applying! But still, I won't be eligible for maternity leave I don't think, although they are fairly flexible employers, and being a government job too...so I dont know.
Need to figure something out though, at the moment I'm paying all the bills/groceries etc, as of this morning DF's business account has about $500 in it which is quite scary...towards the end of the month a stack of invoices are due to be paid by customers so that should help somewhat, but have to survive until then, so at this stage I don't see how he plans to draw a wage from it at all in the near future! *gulp*
I;m sure something will turn up....until then I'll try not to worry too much! But thanks everyone for your support, it does make it easier to stress less!