I wonder did others feel different returning to work for the second or subsequent time?
I had been looking for so long I was just excited to start so at the point of return didn't think much about it, but now am at work the feeling is different because I know this is it forever, last time I knew/hoped was just till had next baby and returning to work actually made me have DS a year earlier than had planned. I am thinking more long term these days and some of those thoughts are depressing.