Sorry for the me post, but...

I don't want to go back to work! I don't want to work 4 days. I don't want to work on my son's first birthday. I have a child care dilemma, as in the one local centre that doesn't horrify me has no space, friend cannot do 4 days and PiL flat out won't do 2 hours a week for 6 weeks.

I was ok with 2 days. Not 4 going down to 3 in June. Feeling overwhelmed, angry and upset.