Thanks MelanieR. I'm just a bit sick of the rollercoaster ride. I dont want to talk to the genticist tomorrow, last time i spoke to her she was telling me to have amnio based on my 12 week blood test which showed 1in 6 chance of baby having downs. She only finished telling me that before she started on me about when i would be terminating!! I hadn't even spoken to DP at that point!. I just know she's gunna start with the termination talk again.
Dammnit I just want to enjoy this pregnancy!