ALR,

maybe I have shut off and that why I've lost all interest in looking at baby stuff or talking about this pg
Honey, I think this is natural/normal. I know when I was in the waitinging period for both my amnio (with Charlie) and my CVS (with Lexie) that I totally "switched off" and "hardened" myself for a few weeks. Natures protection method perhaps?

Either way, just keep taking care of yourself.