thank lucy,
I am exhausted... I just wanna get through this. maybe I have shut off and that why I've lost all interest in looking at baby stuff or talking about this pg. I didnt sob and get distraught like last time.. mind you that was only a week or so ago. I will try a keep my chin up.. atm it helps focussing on others journey on BB. keeps my mind off things.
Told my sister today about blood results. I have 4 sisters but only 1 talks to me now after something I apparently did after my fathers death in Feb. Apparently I made them look bad because I was so distraught. I dont care any more really. they can think what they like. My younger sister is good... she's been checking on me (she's the one who decided I should finally buys stuff) I'm sure she maxed out her credit card going shopping for me & baby.
Anyways its just wait and see now