Oh you poor thing Anila. Sounds like you put a lot of pressure on yourself. You should see the state if my house, it would surely make you feel better, and man, I am a total hormonal cranky cow when utd, my poor hubby. And as for being a good mum, I try my best but at the moment my temper is short and I often lose it, much to my shame. I guess what I'm saying is, I think it's ok to give yourself a bit if slack, we're human, none of us perfect. Especially when pregnant!

Definitely a good idea to see the social worker, hopefully they'll be able to help before it gets out of control. parenting and pregnancy is hard enough without adding depression into the mix.