christy
thank you...i just feel so bad and ashamed complaining about everything and i cant speak to anyone in the 'real' world. i have to suffer in silence & pretend nothing is happening when my daughter is home. It was her 19th birthday yesterday & i managed to 'fool' her to ensure she had a fantastic day; but im beginning to worry that i wont be able to hold-up in order to prepare & enjoy her party this friday night. I feel like my life is ruined...

Regards
D