I'm sensing i am going to die soon.

[Sopdet]

Easy meditation starting tips.

1. Sit in front of a candle, just focus on the flickering flame.

2. Lay in bed and just focus on your breath coming in and leaving your body.

3. Laying in the back yard and watching the clouds overhead.

I even colour in, just loose myself in that.

What you are trying to do is get into an alpha state. Have you ever been so engrossed in something that you loose yourself, like the outside world doesn't exist - this is getting into your alpha state.

You don't need to sit and meditate for hours at a time, just 5 mins a day (or a couple of times a day) will help!

[maz]

I even colour in, just loose myself in that.

I put guns n roses on and just zone out to it....ahhhh should go get my cd's now

[diva det]

i am with maz- i see it as a change you are going to face
a new road to take
just like the death card in tarot is not negative- this metaphysical 'death' you are sensing is the winds of change

it could be a new course of study, new people you meet, or a new job-
its all good hun
take care and enjoy the ride

[Turkish Delight]

I have a man coming over tomorrow to value our property as we are refinancing. Don't know what he looks like though. I don't know any short,plump man witha moustache.

You know all this with my DH has never happened before. I had always thought that he wasn't my soulmate, and this feeling is so different, a feeling/love which I have never felt before.

I hope what you sense comes true Mazarooni. I hope thus relapse dies soon, otherwise I might.

[~breeze~]

I'm no help but I have felt that way (still do)

I've always felt I wont have long with DD, like she wont be on the Earth for long IYKWIM. I hate it but with saying that it makes me give more kisses, cuddles etc than I may have given had I not had this feeling.

It really upsets me though so I dont know what it could mean.

I've never told anyone because I didnt want anyone thinking I didnt want DD around long term or something like that... does that make sense?

[Miss E]

I think what the others have said about it being a sign that there will be a significant change in your life is probably spot on. I occassionally have thoughts like this, but tend to think it has more to do with the overwhelming love I have for DS and DH and my fear of not being able to share in their lives for ever iykwim.

On a slightly different note, my dad has told me that from the time he was in his late teens he was convinced that he was going to die young, that he wouldn't make it past 40. He lived his life based on this belief, which in some ways made it fuller, but I tend to think that he missed a bit as well because of it. He tells me that he was in utter disbelief when he turned 40 and by the time he reached 50 excepted that he had it wrong. He's turning 59 in a couple of months...

[AnyDream]

TD, I remember having this feeling a few years back and it terrified me.

On one occasion it was symptomatic of anxiety (caused by lack of sleep and total adrenal overload) so there could be some real physical/psychological issues behind this...perhaps it's time to stop and take a look around at what's not working and take some 'radical self care' measures to get you through this.

On the other memorable occasion, it was caused because I stopped being able to feel the path before me...I'm quite psychic so I usually hold an awareness of what's coming into my life (the big things) ...and when I stopped being able to feel that it felt like I was standing on the edge of a cliff that I didn't want to jump off. What really happened was some big life changes (caused by my DH's job) that I couldn't imagine beforehand, the change was that big. But with that change came some really positive opportunities, that I had been working on manifesting for a couple of years - suddenly it all came together in a big way. Coming through that change, the way ahead felt 'cloudy' or 'misty' but then it cleared up afterwards.

Re specific premonitions - these are never set in stone...I managed to avoid a huge car smash that I had premonitions of for several months by changing my usual car routes and by pulling over if I sensed trouble anywhere on the road. Did this one day and yeah, drove through the accident scene a few minutes after it happened...so if you feel there are some measures you need to take for your/your family's safety, then take them as often as you need to until you get confirmation that the danger has passed.

[Turkish Delight]

My husband is much the same as your dad Miss E. He has always told me that he would not live past 45 and he is 40 this year. I hope he has got it wrong too. This feeling and my depression hasmade me more aware of my emotions. There is now not one day where I don't tell my dh and kids that I love them. I tell them at least a few times during the day.
I wish your daddy and my dh a looooong and healthy life.

[Inanna]

I am with Lulu on this one too. Death as a revelation is rarely "feared" as really it's just another step in our existence & it's not to be feared. Thus when it's known there isn't anxiety attatched - rather peace.

I think it could be difficult for you to meditate - having said that I think meditation is something all humankind "should" do! There are classes - if you look up the "Ananda Marga" Kindy in Melbourne they will tell you about free meditation classes. It's a great way to start. Yoga is also great - something I also am passionate about.

Good luck!

[Miss E]

There is now not one day where I don't tell my dh and kids that I love them. I tell them at least a few times during the day.
I wish your daddy and my dh a looooong and healthy life.

We're the same, DH and I tell each other I love you several times a day and now we do the same with DS. I think it's really important, not only because of what 'could' happen, but it also makes it easier to keep the trivial issues of day to day life in perspective iykwim? I sincerely hope that your DH's sense about his life is as far off as my dad's has been xoxox