I'm no help but I have felt that way (still do)

I've always felt I wont have long with DD, like she wont be on the Earth for long IYKWIM. I hate it but with saying that it makes me give more kisses, cuddles etc than I may have given had I not had this feeling.

It really upsets me though so I dont know what it could mean.

I've never told anyone because I didnt want anyone thinking I didnt want DD around long term or something like that... does that make sense?