Becc, finally I get to write something in here for you. To be honest, I havent known what to stay...I have just been so damn angry at the world for you. Honestly my beliefs at what goes around comes around oin a karma sense have really been blown out of the water lately. All I see is people who really deserve something, have it taken away. Maybe I'm a bit pesimistic lately...

I was so happy to have you to start this journey together with...and now I guess I'm hit with a strange sense of 'survivor guilt'.

All I can say I will think of you through however far I get with this PG.

ALl my hugs and thoughts. Hope to hear fro you soehow

Pukeko