I've had another scan since then and it hasn't grown in the last 2.5 weeks. I was supposed to be 8.5 weeks by now, but the scan is still showing that I'm only 6w3d in size. The trans-vaginal scan showed the same thing. I've also had some bleeding and pretty bad cramps since. So I am going ahead with the d&c on Friday. I just want it to be over so we can try again.
I think all the waiting has been killing me. And now knowing I have to wait to ttc again.
Is it wrong to feel jealous of others that are pregnant or have babies? It just seems some people find it so easy to get pregnant and do so with no issues.
Grake my emotions came out in anger. I was so angry that others had no problems, that people I thought didn't deserve to have children had no problems. I was jealous and angry for a while, i think until i got pregnant again and once i knew that everything looked ok.....then the negative emotions went away.
Honey it is only natural to feel you have been robbed of something so may others have.
All the best for Friday, I was so upset when i went in for my d & c, the realisation that my dream was truely over.
Make sure your DH looks after you, I will say a prayer you have a quick road to the next pregnancy.
I am so sorry to hear you are having to go through this. I have also had a blighted ovum resulting in a d&c at 8 weeks. It is absolutely normal for you to feel angry, upset and envious of people who fall pregnant very easily. These are all very normal feelings.
Please take care of yourself and allow yourself time to heal.
Sanchez that's exactly how I feel now. At first I was just upset & now I feel angry. I think I'll probably feel like you did after the d&c. Luckily I have DH to support me
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I am so sorry to hear you are having to go through this. I have also had a blighted ovum resulting in a d&c at 8 weeks. It is absolutely normal for you to feel angry, upset and envious of people who fall pregnant very easily. These are all very normal feelings.
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